I hope to one day see this in person when I'm a Flight Attendant

I find these two pics quite extraordinary

Another thing I found quite funny in Twilight was..

So, another thing I found funny in Twilight is that in the beginning I was thinking "What if one of them told a vampire to go to hell,that'd be so random" Cause vampires are kind of like demons(even though their not real to begin with)so it's like no need to go back to hell. Than Edward got into an argument with one of the other vampires in that castle meeting place and he told him to go to hell. I started laughing cause really, it just makes no sense.

Twilight:New Moon

So yes,I did in fact watch Twilight Saturday night with my sister and our cousin,and I don't even know where to begin bout it.

In the very beginning, we were just so excited and jumpy and everyone was just getting pumped. We kept pinching each other and being retarded,I swear most of the time we were being the loudest!

&& the audience was great, not too much talking or any distractions which was a plus.

First I thought how bitchy was it for Edward to just leave Bella like that. I was just so pissed ahah as strange as that sounds...

But than the part where Jacob like purposely takes off his shirt to wipe Bella's blood off was awesome!,Me,Nastya,& Marina all went "OoOOoOOOO!" like hella loud and everyone was laughing at how cheasy that part was,it was great!Gaww it was such a horny moment,amazing!

There was this one part where Jacob turns into a wolf and fights with one of his clan member guys or whatever,and after that part ended,this girl in the very front yelled "That was Great!!" in just complete amazement.Of course everyone had to laugh.

Seriously, this was more of a romantic comedy movie than anything else. All of us laughed at like everything(besides the super intense moments).Like the part where Alice had that vision of Edward & Bella running in the forest,and Bella was a vampire.That clip was just so cheasy,in those 60's clothes slowly running through the forest. Idk why it was so funny, it was just so cheasy and hilarious. I was glad the whole audience was laughing too though, cause it shows how much they think the same way.

The part that I found kind of weird is how like all those people wanted to become vampires, and they go into that castle to get bitten and you hear them all scream like they were getting killed...kind of reminded me of the holocaust?I mean,I'd want to be a vampire(if there were such thing)to live an eternal life on earth and just have vicious looking eyes.But, I'd rather prefer a happy eternal life with my father in heaven...

I didn't think Dakota Fanning should've been in Twilight. She's an alright kid actress, but idk, I see her more as a sweet girl in films, not a vampire.

And omfg it was so hilarious at the end,when Bella was purposed, a girl in the very front(I believe the same girl as before) went "EEEEHEHHEHEHEEEEE!!!!" really really loud. Everyone was literally peeing their pants, perfect ending. Now I want to read the 3rd Twilight book cause I'm just dying to know what happens next!Overall a great movie, I very much suggest it only if you watched the first one.

I'm not much of a fan of Robert Pattinson but he's gonna be in this new movie called "Remember Me" which I want to watch,only cause he's not a vampire in it ahah

I also have a link of Robert in his *undies* if you're quite the obsessed one. It's quite hilarious really, but I must warn you for what you will see might possibly blind you.

Is in desperate need at the moment

So, I can't find one of my knitting needles and I just came up with an awesome thing to knit but now I can't since I don't have another needle!Ugh loosing things frustrates me so bad!

It's so lame that I still have college classes the week of Thanksgiving.All high schools have it off,and so do I,but not including my college classes.As long as I can sleep in I'm happy.Oh,and I got this new signature thingy,pretty neato.

I hate waking up at 7

Galuboi.

So, the only gay kid at our school is having to leave to another school for credit recovery. I admit that imma miss him a lil bit, cause he's so outgoing and talkative it always makes the class more enjoyable. And we've been going to the same schools since 6th grade. I never liked him in the beginning cause he was quite annoying, but now he's pretty chill. A lot of people ask if I support gays, and that's a straight up no. I personally find it wrong how 2 guys or 2 girls can be like intimately in love. But truth is, I don't mind 'em as friends. Cause it's like gay guys understand more about a girls boy problems because 1.Their a guy themselves 2.They like guys too ahah, same with girls but we don't know much bout guys as they do themselves?And they have great fashion and makeup taste, it's quite crazy yet cool. I know in the Bible it says that homosexuality is a sin, but their still people and should still be loved as your neighbor. I remember he came up to me really upset(he had a class with my sister at the time) and he said my sister told him he was going to hell. I later asked my sister if that were true and she said yes. I apologized for her and gave him a big bear hug, because I mean telling a person where their gonna end up after they die is like really really bad judging..which is also a sin. He knows hes going to hell, and is quite excited to see the river of flames? I really don't want to get into that....anywayzz I'm really not in the holiday mood right now, I should just try decking out my room in christmas lights or somethin.

I wanna get a clock exactly like this

Your probably curious on how it looked...

Some main points I had in my celebration speech:

I. Is there someone you know who means the world to you or has changed your life in any way? Well today, I will be talking 'bout that one person who made a difference in my life, my good friend Sergey.

A. My name is Alesa Alekseyenko and I'd like to tell you all how this good friend of mine had given me a different view on life.

B. I'm still thankful to this day to have met, and get to know Sergey, because without him I wouldn't even have an idea of how my thoughts on life would be right now.

II.(Skip this part)

III. How we met:

A. The band Imprint (that he's in) had been invited to a church in Portland to be their worship team, and also do tours around the area and country. One day, they performed in Salem which I was made to go to by my mom.(I was pissed that she made me go, I really didn't want to)

B. After the concert, I had Sergey sign my CD and we just began to talk and got to know each other a little. Afterwards we contacted each other online and than eventually began hanging out in person.

C. Weeks later, I began to share my thoughts on life to him, and how miserable I thought it was.

IV.

B.I was always depressed about everything, but he had said "You only have one life to live here, so why waste it on just being upset and sad all the time, be happy and thankful for everything you have!” I had really thought about what he said and noticed how true it was, that we really do only have one life to live, so why waste it?

C.I had than began to list all the things I was thankful for, and I didn't think it was going to be so long until I actually listed them out. Starting off with big things like having parents and a family, to little things like having a blanket to sleep with to keep me warm during the nights.

D. My whole perspective on life has changed because of what my friend Sergey had shared with me.

V. Conclusion

A. Today I have talked about the one person who had made a difference in my life, which is my good friend Sergey.

B. If I had never met Sergey, I’d still not be satisfied with what I have now. I’d still be complaining about how lame school is and how much I hate that my parents are over protective of me (still kind of do).

C. Because of Sergey, I have nothing to complain about now, and nothing to depressed about. Even at this moment, I can not think of a single thing to be upset about. In fact, I noticed that everything in this world is beautiful, the people, the nature, and so on. It must be hard to believe that it took me 16 years to notice these things, maybe it was because I grew up as an independent person and never really cared about anyone or anything, but now that has all changed thanks to my friend Sergey.

D. My name is Alesa Alekseyenko, and I'd like to thank you for listening to my speech.

...Hilarious!!

Than, my partner had to write a peer evaluation on me.

"My partner Alesa Alekseyenko did a very well job indeed. She has a strong voice. You can tell Sergey made a big difference in her life. I really enjoyed listening to her talk. Also, she had great eye contact and really wanted to suck everyone in the speech by telling some stories of how he really changed her life. I think she deserves an "A" for sure. Alesa got very personal by telling the class she got kind of depressed of life and how Sergey made her realize that life is full of wonder and to live it to the fullest and have fun. When she spoke in her speech I can see she was really into it and wanted everyone to know how Sergey made such an impact on her life. That alone showed her integrity and the willing to express her self through voice and enthusiasm. "

I love my speech partner:)

Laptop/Classes/Ruskis/Journal

So let's begin,

I could not fall asleep last night,like at all!I couldn't figure out why,but than it hit me.I chugged my friend Dutch Bros. sweet coffee. && I'm not much of a coffee fan, but boy did it kick in faster than any other coffee I drank before.

I wake up in the morning to receive a message from someone who was willing to buy my laptop for 950$!Even though I was offering it to him for 675$? I was quite confused at first, but since it's my first time selling anything and not knowing much bout how craigslist works and stuff, I was just so excited and happy. I began to think of what use I can do with the money, like buy my Nikon(600) give my dad 200 for a stupid digital camera, and an extra 150 for me :)) I was walking to school and even though it was cold, it was very sunny and I was just so happy of the thought that someone wanted to buy my laptop for 950(they have a story of why they wanted it for 950) and that God let out the sun so I can be a lil warm walking to school. In an hour or 2, a lot of people left comments on my Facebook status saying that it's a scam and some students I asked said it sounded like it was too. That really made me upset, its just, how do they make them seem and sound like a real person? Hopefully someone real is willing to buy it before Black Friday.

I also got my Winter Term college classes wooot

Intro Microcomputer Applications 101

Elementary Algebra 70

Psychology in the Workplace 104

Understanding Art 101

The lady said hopefully I can take Hospitality & Tourism classes by Spring Term cause I'll have all my pre req. done for it.

I went to Public Speaking and I was pumped to do my impromptu.My question was "3 things I'd like to accomplish",I was hoping to get "3 thing I'm thankful for" cause that's so much easier. It was suppose to be a 1min 30sec(I did go a lil over though).The thing is,I was a lil too pumped...ha oh wellz

Than I went to Borders to buy a lil notebook to take notes for youth and girls group and what not.I love the notebooks and stuff at Borders, the brand is Paperchase. They have awesome designs and everything, I just love it. I was gonna buy this plain brown notebook with like thin cardboard paper. I saw this really cute one with a girl face on it and it says "Little Miss Vintage", but the notebook was a lil too small for what I wanted. Than I remembered seeing this one journal a while back that had like a travel themed cover and it was pretty big, I'v always wanted it but never got the chance to get it. But than, I spotted it! I looked through it again and I loved it, it has like slots to put pictures in and a lil pencil pouch and everything. So of course,I got that instead of that small brown one)it didn't have much paper in it anyway).

I used a coupon for it so I had 2 dollars left, what better to get than some coffee when its flippin freezing outside. As I stepped in the bus, the bus driver said I wasn't allowed to have my drink in there. I wasn't even halfway done with it, and was kind of bummed out. So I gently placed it in the empty garbage can in front of the bus. As I got to my stop, I slipped my coffee out of the small garbage can and left. I just couldn't let it go to waste, and it was still hot!

While I was walking home from Chemeketa, I saw a freakin eagle in the volleyball field. I was quite puzzled where the eagle came from, but as it was trying to fly away, crows were attacking it. I hate crows.

Super random: So like, Russians can figure out or process things pretty fast. I swear it's like in their blood or something. I was sitting next to this Russian guy(that happens to go to my mums church) and hes like "So,did you really date that one guy from that one band?"(He did say the names and stuff but I'm not writing that here ha).I was, not in complete shock, but pretty shocked of how he might've found out? I kept asking him who told him and stuff, he promised that no one had told him and that he simply figured it out for himself. I asked him if it was cause of that speech I did bout him, he said yes. In the speech I never mentioned anything bout us 'dating' or anything, but he said that when I was saying how he had changed my life and stuff, he figured not even good true friends can change a persons life, but someone you were actually close with...Damn Russians.

Oh,another crazy thing. I found my oldish short journal in one of my drawers. It dates Nov.19-Dec.1 2008. I thought it was crazy how that's like in 2 days from now. It's called "Alesa's Depression Era".It was bout my cruise that I went to those same days in 2007. I wrote some pretty intense shiet, made me get all upset bout it again.

Quizy

5 things I am obsessed with:
1. International Airports

2. Airliners
3. Cologne
4. Vintage Stuff
5. Id say God,but truth is I'm not all that 'obsessed' bout him right now.Sorry father,I'll keep trying.

Quickfire questions about myself:
1. Your hair: Short,letting it grow out though.But I still have the urge to just chop it off!I must sustain myself from doing so though.
2. Where is your phone: On my desk, don't care much bout it.
3. Your father: Laying on the couch watching TV as usual
4. Your mother: Probably shopping
5. Your favourite food: Any kinds of macaroni,or crapes
6. Your dream from last night: Something to do with beaches and a house under construction
7. Your favourite drink: That's a hard one.I have a whole bunch of favorite,but probably Arizona Green Tea.
8. Your dream/goal: Dream-Commercial Pilot Goal-Flight Attendant
9. What room are you in: My room as usual,I'm really disliking the environment though.
10. What is your hobby: Making hemp bracelets
11. What is your fear: Going to hell
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years: Full time Flight Attendant,living in Portland.
13. Where were you last night: Home
14. Something you are not: Gorgeous
15. Muffins: Chocolate with a bunch of Chocolate Chips
16. Wish list items: Where to begin!A Mac,Bass guitar,Nikon D3000,License,etc.
17. Where did you grow up: Salem,OR...really sick of it.
18. Last thing you did: Pick at my nails?
19. What are you wearing: Shirt,Jeans,Under stuff,jewelry,etc.
20. Your TV: Don't watch TV much.
21. Your pets: Mums stupid Beta Fish
22. Your friends: Not official
23. Your life: Not my life,Gods'.
24. Your mood: Gettin a lil more upset at the moment, just realizing how much I'm not doing much for God...
25. Missing someone: A lot of people :...[
26. Vehicle: Vespa
27. Something you're not wearing: Makeup
28. Your favourite store: Urban Outfitters, Forever 21, Mac Store, etc.Even though I like a bunch of these stores, I don't usually shop at them cause there not close.
29. Your favourite colour: Depends really, I liked colours put together. Like Black & Gold, Sky Blue & Light Pink, etc.
30. When's the last time you laughed: Today at school, when someone said that they were the best in their swim team in a serious face and tone. They were joking of course.
31. When's the last time you cried: Like a week ago, was super stressed.
32. Your best friend: Is somewhere out there waiting to meet me.
33. One place you go over and over: School really.
34. One person who emails me regularly: Some dude in Belarus
35. Favourite place to eat: At the buffet in the Diamond Princess.

I was just told to do so